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I am inside my room, in the apartment in Somerville, MA.
There is a baby fence set up where
the door is supposed to be, and the door is gone.
The fence is raised really high, so it wasn't
too stable. The fence came up to the bear's neck. There was someone else in
the room with me. I was standing behind a bureau next to the door, where
my bookshelf was (in real life). I was trying to hide from the bear. Whoever
was with me was standing in front of the bear looking at it. I was aggravated
at him for standing in plain view of the bear, and yelled at him for not
hiding. There was urgency in my voice. I was mad that he was endangering my
life. Don't stand there enraging the bear, don't give him any ideas, I thought.
Somehow the fence lost its integrity, and loosened. Then somehow there were
ropes or something hanging in the door frame.
I got mad at the original guy,
who had longish dark brown hair. I pushed my finger at his head in a gesture
of anger when he was reclining on the bed (in a different position in the room
than now, parallel to the wall with the door, also with the satin sheets) and
something wet and gushy dripped out onto the bed, like baby vomit. He bled
a whitish, gritty material onto the bed, but didn't seem to notice. His skin
felt oily and smooth and clay-like, malleable. The people he let in were young
guys with long hair, skateboard types. The friends of the aggravating guy.
The aggravating guy looked a bit like the hot British guy that my friend
Rita (and everyone in my dorm) is hot for. He was lying on his back, I was
over him. He didn't recoil, or complain, or even seem to notice the push.
The ropes hanging in the doorway, the way the fence was made unstable by
overextension. Blaise.
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