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July 18, 1997
I was in my mother's kitchen. My mother was trying to convince me to buy my brother's debt or soemthing. It was a million dollars. I said "But I don't want a million dollar debt! I'll never be approved for loans if they see that I'm a million dollars in debt!" I was afraid of having my credit ruined.
In the same dream (or part of a dream), my parents were cooking something like "pond food". It was gross -- fried whole turtles aand other animals that live in ponds/swamps. The food was all fried meat and was crispy like grilled sausage. The turtle was all charred and greasy, but was still alive! It jumped out of the frying pan. I was repulsed in the dream, but I remember eating it.
In the same dream (or sequence of dreams) I imagined that I was still
working with J., at FitzGerald Communications or a similar place.
I remember telling him that he was not my boss, much like I had to do
in real life, or wanted to. I remember something to do with sneakers...
and a car wash? The work I was doing -- I remember being behind in what
I was supposed to do, procrastinating and not wanting to do it.
I was stressed about the work itself, I think. It had something to do
with writing. The colors of this part of the dream were light and bland.
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